Post by Xantige on May 20, 2014 1:25:53 GMT
This is something I asked myself in the shower the other day, and it made me pause in thought. So I thought I'd put this question to the hive, because I know a lot of us moan and groan about GW, the game, the codex and all that.
Personally, I straddle between yes and no. No is easy to justify, I've barely played more than 10 games in the 2 years I've had models, I don't even have 1000 points of any one army painted, none of my armies are anything more than slapped together groups of cheap, gifted or second hand models. And, I've had to put up with a lot of grief from the community, and frustration at losing, feeling lied to about just what 40k is about, and all in all feeling like nothing more than an outsider whose not drunk enough of the 40k kool-aid to fit in. All the hours and dollars put into 40k could have gotten me a lot more else where... but that's where we get to the "yes" answer.
Because, I could have more wisely used my hours and dollars towards my art hobby, or I could have bought myself loads of things, and dealt with less grief... but I think if I'd walked away from it, I'd lack things money can't buy. Sure, I wasted a lot of time letting idiot gamers bother me, but I met a few really awesome people too. And while I still don't know how to deal with every jerk or basement-creep that tails me in a club setting, I've learned some ways of dealing with them, and for someone as reclusive and shy as I can be, that's a good thing. 40k also got me out of the house and doing things on my own without my parents driving me around and being around to see what I say and do, I was allowed to be my own person, for better or worse. And oddly enough, the hobby has given me a wealth of skills that have become practical in other areas of life. I've got magnets and glues and knowledge to repair little things that has saved quite a few household cables and nick-nacks, and the painting has improved my halloween prop painting. I used to mourn broken things, but now I've got the tools to fix things, or learn how to fix them. And finally, as bad as GW and 40k is, as pricy as it is... I wanted to get into this hobby for more years than I've been in it. And while I dislike the gaming and the logistics of gaming (transport, time, set up, so many rules, etc), I know I just can't give it up. Painting is fun, the occasional battle with my (please do not swear) forces is fun, delving into the fluff, good or bad, is fun. Even if I pursue it on an extremely casual level, and I may not have 1500 points in nids for another 5 years unless someone rains free models down on me.
And true, maybe that all could have happened with another wargame, but I don't think I'd have found the opponents or the models, or even known about them if not for GW and 40k.
And of course, had I walked on by my LGW, I'd never have found my way here to the Hive. I don't want to gush, but this has seriously been THE best community of people I've been a part of on the internet.
So what about you guys? If you could rewind it all, and had full knowledge of all of this, would you have gotten into 40k/wargaming?
Personally, I straddle between yes and no. No is easy to justify, I've barely played more than 10 games in the 2 years I've had models, I don't even have 1000 points of any one army painted, none of my armies are anything more than slapped together groups of cheap, gifted or second hand models. And, I've had to put up with a lot of grief from the community, and frustration at losing, feeling lied to about just what 40k is about, and all in all feeling like nothing more than an outsider whose not drunk enough of the 40k kool-aid to fit in. All the hours and dollars put into 40k could have gotten me a lot more else where... but that's where we get to the "yes" answer.
Because, I could have more wisely used my hours and dollars towards my art hobby, or I could have bought myself loads of things, and dealt with less grief... but I think if I'd walked away from it, I'd lack things money can't buy. Sure, I wasted a lot of time letting idiot gamers bother me, but I met a few really awesome people too. And while I still don't know how to deal with every jerk or basement-creep that tails me in a club setting, I've learned some ways of dealing with them, and for someone as reclusive and shy as I can be, that's a good thing. 40k also got me out of the house and doing things on my own without my parents driving me around and being around to see what I say and do, I was allowed to be my own person, for better or worse. And oddly enough, the hobby has given me a wealth of skills that have become practical in other areas of life. I've got magnets and glues and knowledge to repair little things that has saved quite a few household cables and nick-nacks, and the painting has improved my halloween prop painting. I used to mourn broken things, but now I've got the tools to fix things, or learn how to fix them. And finally, as bad as GW and 40k is, as pricy as it is... I wanted to get into this hobby for more years than I've been in it. And while I dislike the gaming and the logistics of gaming (transport, time, set up, so many rules, etc), I know I just can't give it up. Painting is fun, the occasional battle with my (please do not swear) forces is fun, delving into the fluff, good or bad, is fun. Even if I pursue it on an extremely casual level, and I may not have 1500 points in nids for another 5 years unless someone rains free models down on me.
And true, maybe that all could have happened with another wargame, but I don't think I'd have found the opponents or the models, or even known about them if not for GW and 40k.
And of course, had I walked on by my LGW, I'd never have found my way here to the Hive. I don't want to gush, but this has seriously been THE best community of people I've been a part of on the internet.
So what about you guys? If you could rewind it all, and had full knowledge of all of this, would you have gotten into 40k/wargaming?